It’s crazy how a whole year has passed. I remember last time I celebrated new year’s, I was just over it. I wasn’t at a good place mentally and unfortunately, that mood followed me throughout the year.
But, now that I am at a more positive place, I wanted to reflect and update on the negative blogs/insecurities on my personal life.
Internship Hardships
So if you’ve been reading my past blogs/insecurities, you know how much of a toll I’ve taken from internship rejections. I even posted a rude unexpected one because I was just frustrated, and a bit petty, at this point.
There were times when I tried to become optimistic. But then, I would write later blogs like this one and I’d just be sad all day.
However, I am officially going to Los Angeles to spend my spring semester there. The best part, I am going to serve as a PAID intern for Sony Pictures. So not only did I get what I wanted in terms of a legit paying internship/career move, but I’m working with SONY, a top noch reputable company. A lot can change in a year.
Romance
You can find a bunch of my blogs focusing on how single I am. I’m either preaching about embracing it or I’m complaining just like my most recent one here. Regardless, being that girl who isn’t willing to just give up to anyone is hard especially in college.
But after talking around and subtly shooting my shot, I actually found someone. A potential someone. I can’t jump into conclusions considering things are way too early, but the little chemistry and time we spend together makes me super happy.
Being patient is worth it and makes everything so much more special.
My Mental Health
I had so many mentally low moments this year. I did a lot of isolating in terms of staying away from opportunities and people. Nevertheless, I never envisioned having the chance to intern with Sony in California, having a potential relationship, and even being happy in college.
Now, my mood may change next month, but I just feel so good now. My life is exactly where I wanted it to be and I’m on the right track. It actually scares me sometimes because I wonder if I’m ready. But, I have to stop overthinking things and let my skills take the wheel.
