I normally do some type of self reflecting in my blogs when a new year arrives. Although I’m a bit late to the party, these blogs usually do amazingly well not only in views, but helping me realize what I actually accomplished. I still see my site as my magic maker.
Last year, old friendships came to an end while new ones began to blossom. I managed to snag and amazing apartment for a great deal and move to a different state all by my great self. I do dance nakedly from to time to time in celebration at my place (NO SHAME 🤷♀️). And I feel like my ongoing battle with loneliness has come to an end. In these last few weeks with me not working, I realize how much I love my individuality in my own space. Nevertheless the quality of friends and my family’s words provide me with great social support.
And although there were a few bad apples last year such as my last position or me failing my driving test, I am excited to see all the new things that will come about this year. Of course, I do have many goals in mind that I will list because this blog is still magic to me. Nevertheless, words tend to manifest so here are my manifestations for 2022. No particular order ☺️
Manifesting!
Okay this one is actually my number one! Last year I officially started my manifestation journey. This year I’m following it much more strictly. I have candles that release positive energy, I have crystals hanging on my door, visualization, I have sticky notes around my mirror for positive affirmations, I listen to affirmations daily, I write down my thoughts, and I practice gratitude by engaging in the pillow method. My friend came over the other day and as we were in our high and drunks states, we said to each other, “we both manifested our entire lives”.
I feel like me being in LA, living in this apartment, being surrounded by ambitious friends, and earning a particular wage was all though manifesting. I feel like I’m living this Carrie Bradshaw moment of having her cute place, great writing, great clothes, curly hair, except the guys are… something you will see me manifest here 🤣.
It’s scary when it works, but it feels good at the same time. And the more I engage in the above methods, the more I genuinely feel happy and grateful for everything. So, if you see my next few goals speaking as if I already accomplished it, it’s because that is one the recommended tactics of manifesting!
Career Happiness
One big thing I have been manifesting is pure happiness at work. Now I know work will not be 100% perfect all the time, but after my last position, I’m looking for a team that appreciates me.
It’s so easy in entertainment or I can imagine that in any job you can feel like robot. I want to feel like a human and not be consumed by several tasks. Burn out at work is real, but also having a team that understands you need breaks on weekends, yes you read this right, and that you also have emotions is important. I want to be my most authentic self at work and mesh successfully with the team I will work with this year. A rewarding, well paying, chill, amazing team that embodies loyalty, ethnics, where I can continue growing into being the best version of me who can make impact in this industry.
And from the looks of it, everything is promising as of now.
Stability & Peace
This one is a bit more vague, but I don’t want any more traumas or flakey people in my life. Just security for instance with co-workers or guys I may be interested in. I admire quality at this moment and genuine relationships/opportunities.
I’m always the type of person to go up to people in a bar and be friendly. I admire the optimism I still have me, but it’s time to get something worthy back and find opportunities and people that deserve to actually stay in my bubble. That security, the stability (financial as well 💵) will allow me to flow with life and just trust the process.
I don’t always want to be so cautious of people or things. And don’t get me wrong, you can NEVER let your guard down. But convenience and maintained light hearted memories would be great! The pandemic is still ehh, but I look forward to the long lasting beautiful highs that will reoccur this year.
Love
Amazing fucking romantic, he can see me, kiss me, feel me, physically convenient and close to me, no mind games, easy, we laugh for hours, spoils me, respectful, vibing love on a wavelength! With more love on top, cute love, nerd love, beautiful grand love, flirting, supportive, glad we met love. Did I already mention I want love again?
I love the feeling of being in love and I open my heart to it. I feel like 2021 gave me new experiences that I would have closed myself to. As I find myself becoming more comfortable with guys, I want to be partnered up with someone who is fully comfortable with me. A relationship where we are adding value to each other’s lives and great laughs. I love myself truly and I am open to receiving someone worthy to add onto my amazing life.
Fun & Luxuries
Last year my family and I went to Atlantic City and stayed there only for a few days. My family unfortunately didn’t have too much money to splurge on, but the vacation was absolutely amazing. Too short however.
And not working these last few weeks have felt great. Unfortunately my family and including myself for the longest has never had a chance to reset. In fact they never took vacations and would work all around the clock. Although I can go in depth with the exploitation of mimimim wage jobs, I promised my fam I would invest in so much more money for family trips now seeing I’m technically middle class now. It won’t be a walk in the park, but we will have longer vacations, happiness, beaches, great airbnbs for killer deals, and great amount of money saved up! More luxuries this year especially for my family and new grand/positive worlds they can be exposed to-and enjoy to the fullest.
I also envision more fun times with my friends over here. We definitely have had our vibing moments here, but I manifest fun, youth, and responsible good times we will forever cherish.
Mental Health/Health
I manifest great mental health this year. I want continue counseling services even when “I don’t need it”. Therapy/counseling is so amazing and it’s nice to have a routine in your week that provides guidance.
I also am still facing so many challenges as an adult, and I want my mental health to be in the best state as possible. I will have an abundance of services soon open to me and my mental health will continue to improve and be at a great level this year. My confidence, self esteem, self worth, and my work balance will all be great. And no covid 🙂
New Site?
As you can tell, my content on this site has shifted a bit. I am barely talking about natural hair anymore. Although I will go back to my roots soon (no pun intended), I do want to focus more on my adulting and spiritual paths.
And after abandoning my site for so long, I plan on getting back into sprucing the design up as well. This break has made me realize how much I missed just writing. And as a new Californian, there are so many topics that I am excited to blog about! I can’t wait to attract a new positive audience, more views, and and a new version of me.
